Littlenotes

At Home

2006-05-21T04:23:26Z

I'm at my new home. For those out of the loop, I've moved. So many exciting things have happened. Where to begin? I'm getting married!!! WOW... I'm surprised I just used three exclamation marks to express that I'm getting married. I am far more excited than I thought I ever would be. Today I spoke to my cousins. I LOVE THEM and MISS THEM. These two people are so important to me and I love them so much it's awesome to think that they want to be here for the big day. It's a whole year away, but I can't stop counting the days. I'm so excited and terrified at the same time. As you may all know I come from divorced parents and so does Gonzo. The cynicism I once had in me is gone. I love Gonzo so much that even his annoying behaviors have become attractive to me. I'm sure your all bored with this by now, but be ready and forewarned all I like to talk about is wedding details. So i'm apologizing now and will be back to normal after the big day. Oh and apparently Alexia stills loves Daniel. BTW Lex we all knew that!

I can't believe the new year is here!!!!

2005-12-14T00:42:55Z

As always another century of weeks have gone by since I last posted on this thing. I don't know why I don't post. I just enjoy being nosey reading about my friends lives. Lately I feel that is the only way I know what is going on with them. Things are the same for me. Work is insane and my new goal for the New Year is to see Divina @ Kitson on Robertson. It will happen folks. I might be attending the Fashion Institute come the new school year. I'm thinking of letting my music dream go. I'm really good at this fashion business and well I love designing. I tapped into a world that I love. It has been fun this past year. I have reached the age where I know I'm ready to move forward in life. I'm not scared of growing up anymore. Gonzo is graduating on Monday. I'm so proud of him that I think I might cry. I joined the sidekick family and I want a Magenta phone to match the magenta logo for Divina. Cheesy I know! I'm old and I can be cheesy. I really wish that I can complain about something but there really is nothing to complain about. Everything is great and I'm happier than ever. I am glad to be getting a little vacation this year and then I'm off to Magic again. Only to attend not to exhibit. THANK GOD!!!! Well Folks I think this is it before the New Year. Anyone I forget to call Happy Holidays!

DIVINA EBAY STORE

2005-10-03T22:13:47Z

HI FOLKS

DIVINA IS NOW OPEN FOR EBAY BUSINESS. PLEASE VISIT OUR EBAY STORE AND BID AWAY. CUTE COMFORTABLE CLOTHES THAT WILL MAKE YOU SMILE.

It's been a while

2005-09-10T01:55:54Z

Wow that was like a total flashback to when I liked the group who sang this song and well if I could only remember their name. Damn! Pushing twenty-seven can really have a toll on someone. It's friday night and I'm going out to dinner with Gonzo. We were supposed to go and watch the exorcism of Emily Rose, but being that I have been working all day I really don't want to go and I might fall asleep. I really would like everyone and their mother to visit the Divina site. It's imperative. I need opinions and I need them daily. I talked to Roxanne today and it was really great to talk to her, although I could not really stay long. I'm sorry roxanne. We made it on Melrose for all you shopping addicts you can find a selection of Divina clothing at BALANCE on Melrose. The hippest Urban clothing store in town. You can also find our ad in Jointz magazine.

Well that's about all folks. I just back from Vegas. I'm so not going there for a while. IT STINKS!!!!!!!

VISIT VISIT VISIT

2005-08-19T17:46:53Z

Ladies & Gentlemen

DIVINA INDUSTRIES is up and running and ready for business.

PLEASE VISIT and SPREAD the WORD!!!!!

divinaonline.com

THANKS!!!!!!!!!

Harry Potter

2005-07-20T17:01:26Z

I finished it last night! :-(

Harry Potter

2005-07-18T15:44:29Z

I got the book on Saturday and I am half way through the book. I'm inching to talk to someone about the all the happenings in the book. I'm such a geek.

In other news I took gonzo's little sister to Disneyland on Wednesday and it was pretty great. I rode the new spacemountain. I LOVE Disneyland.

About Time

2005-06-18T03:30:30Z

I have not posted in almost six thousand years. Things have been wonderful. I'm on a whole different plane these days. I'm 26 on the verge of turning 27 and I'm still lost. You would think that by this time in my life I would have at least figured out how to get through the first labyrinth of life. I am now running through a few and can't figure my way out. The past year has been a great year. A year ago this week I opened my eyes and realized that my soul mate was right in front of me. Love is not perfect and it's the hardest work you'll ever have to do. I decided I wanted to work at love and it has paid off. I am uncertain of the many road blocks I know I have to overcome, but there is one thing I am completely certain of and that is my heart.

I'm excited about so many things that are happening around me. I re-established a friendship I thought I lost. Diana and I have been making appointments and actually keeping them. We have breakfast and sometimes the occasional coffee. We stayed up one night 'till about 1:00am it was fabulous. I realize that I have missed having her in my life. It's weird she and I have switched roles. She's a fashionista. Her bag and shoes always match and she always looks great. I'm still in sneaks and t'shirts. My hair is extremely short and I look like Peter Pan w/ red hair. I guess Michael Jackson is not the only one.

Hey YO

2005-03-16T02:33:32Z

My hair is now magenta and I'm loving it. The other day I was walking through the hallways at school and was impressed with the distinctive faces I made eye contact. My new thing is to smile at someone new and see if they smile back. So far it's been pretty successful. I'm terrible at Economics and at this moment really would like to flush my book down a toilet. I want to go to a concert on Friday, but it's sold out. Why? I hate that my cable company changed the channel line up and I keep switching to the wrong channels.

AKKK SCHOOL

2005-02-28T18:05:27Z

I have been reading and trying to keep on track with my homework. Student life sucks. I saw my dad this weekend and well he said the sweetest thing to me this weekend. I love my dad sooo much. My mom of course being the way she is tells my dad your daughter is not working anymore in front of me, and my dad says yeah and.... My mom says well she's going to need money and my dad says the following why are you complaining she does not ask for much and she's in school. who cares! I was like wow! Then he said I'm working for him. It'll be cool? I'm going to be working twice a week for my dad. He bought me a car already. I'm so happy about it. I just don't know how long I can take the school part. I'm already behind and I have not slacked off. Last night I was watching tv and realized I was wasting time so I finished up my history reading. The night before I started my study guide for Econ. I'm now going to finish my readings for Anthro and start next weeks readings. I'm just so overwhelmed so much information to intake at once. Gonzo called me this morning and asked if we could go out and I said no, I have homework. SUCKS!

It's an Update

2005-02-20T06:02:31Z

It's been almost a month maybe more since I last updated. I quit my job and I'm back at school. It's been pretty fun. It's been nice so far. I'm so excited about the future. I'm so thankful for the great people and amazing adventures of the year so far. I had tea with roxanne, well she had hot chocolate. We saw Giovanni Ribisi and Brooke Shields. I don't get it, since when is Los Feliz Celebrity Central. Roxanne gave me this amazing music CD and I'm LOVING IT. Thank you Miss Roxy! I have so much reading to do this weekend and I have to learn to graph for econ. I'm trying, but somehow it's a given I'm Econ Retarded.

Thats all folks!

Happy 2005

2005-01-04T19:34:13Z

It's already a new year and I am still stuck on the happenings of 2004. So many wonderful and exciting things happened last year. So 2005 is going to be extraordinary. I can feel it in my bones. Now when did California decide to have a rainy winter with a crap load of rain and cold weather? Is anyone with me here. I enjoy the colder weather but I can't even type this entry because my fingers want to fall off. I'm back at work two days now and the vacation was over too soon. I want to go back on vacation and just hang out doing nothing but nothing. I miss that! :-(

Yesterday

2004-12-10T17:30:24Z

I got to see my friend Roxanne yesterday. I have not seen in her in forever days. I seriously needed a dose of Roxy Bebop. I miss her so much. Roxannie if you don't know this you are one of my dearest friends and I love you to pieces.

A. :-)

Time flies like a speeding bullet

2004-11-16T21:17:41Z

Well this week marks the fifth month that I have been with my boyf. So it's not a lot, but it's insane that five months have flown by. It feels like we have been together for an eternity and it feels like we have known each other much longer than that. It's pretty weird. This morning I was watching the morning news and I heard Andrea's new album. Man this voice and his expressive singing gets to me. Actually I can shed a tear......

HA HA HA....On to another note....You'll never guess who wrote the single? Apparently the un-named....

Is he not adorable

2004-11-16T01:44:38Z

I got this in an email...

2004-10-20T16:13:32Z

I got an email from Jacqui yesterday with this attached....

This was a few years ago and he was caught red handed. He says it was planned, although I don't think it was. I really do believe that he was in the corner during a shoot and decided to pop out with his latest reading material. At least he's reading right??????

Why is it so amazing...

2004-10-12T01:57:17Z

Well today was a day of discoveries. I am one shocked and two shut out. A friend of mine has been doing something for I guess a few months now and sieze to mention it to me. I found out from someonelse and the news was pretty breathtaking. I could not believe it. I was just surprised that she never came to me with the news and I had to find out from soemonelse. Interesting.....

UPDATES AND NEWS

2004-09-17T19:16:42Z

I'M SO FREAKIN' EXCITED MY FRIEND'S NEW ALBUM JUST CAME OUT. PLEASE GO OUT AND BUY IT....

Call me lame....

2004-09-02T22:16:59Z

I'm having a hard time right about now. My boyf has left to NYC for five days. He left yesterday and I'm already missing him. Yeah so whoever wants to tell me how lame it is, please do so! I know it is. AHHHHH.....

Excitement.....

2004-08-28T17:09:53Z

This past week has been one filled with a lot of happenings. As you may already know and have heard my rentless complaints, I work for a production company. I have seriously many hats to wear at that place and one of them is Casting Director. This week has been really exciting. In the year that I have been there I have casted about 30 commercial spots ranging from kids, women, models, men, etc. This week I had the grand pleasure to cast my very first General Market spot. Most of my casting is seen only in the Hispanic Market. So those of you television watchers, The NEW MCDONLD'S spot for the Chicken Selects will be out in the next week or so. I casted the spot, and get this I was the 2nd AD and script supervisor. It was an insane job. We got Monday afternoon and we shot it Thursday. It was INSANE, but it turned out to be really amazing. I'm pretty excited, normally I'm just like whatever, but this one turned out pretty rockin'. Let me know what you all think.....

I start school on Monday. I'm so not looking forward to it, and I'm actually really nervous about it. I'm frightened. I'm scared.......

Sexo Pudor y Lagrimas

2004-08-14T00:30:05Z

So I downloaded this song, and I LOVE IT! Aleks Syntek happens to be an amazing artist. Lately I'm beginning to realize that life has a lot of obstacles there is chaos everywhere and you have to work to not get yourself involved in it. It's so difficult sometimes. It's even harder when your trying to let go of selfish tendecies. Emotions are so hard to control and it's even harder to not allow them dictate your actions. I'm here at work waiting and waitiing as the minutes tick by. Today I'm happy and I'm sad. Who knows why? I just feel this wierd feeling inside. It's like I need to cry.....Is that ever really possible. Some kind of outlet..... I went to school today I signed up for classes and I'm looking forward to that. I'm really frightened because I'm not going to have time for anything basically. I want to take a nap. I want to sleep, I want to dream. I wonder if I can reach that state today. It's one of those weird days when I can't decide whether or not I'm happy or I'm not. Anything or anyone is really getting under my skin especially certain people. It's not fair to them, but it should be not a problem. Now I'm here rambling on b/ I just need to ramble on with something or someone. It's easier b/ no one really is listening here, just my poor friends having to read my shit.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Everything is never perfect

2004-08-12T03:09:20Z

I'm here still waiting and there is nothing to do. I'm pretty much bored to death and I have to go to class tonight. I'm procrastinating the inevitble task of registering for school. I just feel a little out of the loop and a bit scared. I need to get my car....I need it back. So cochesito might be sold soon. I'm really sad about it and I think that it's going to be one of those things that will make me cry.......It's going to make me cry.....

I had to mini arguements with my boyf. Lately it's been something that we do a lot and it's difficult, because i don't like it when i'm mad at him. I hate that feeling and most of the time it's purely selfish and insane reasons for my anger. It's always easier to be mad than to let it go. Letting go is just making yourself far more vulnerable to whatever fears you might have with trust and so forth. I find it interesting how you can care about another person in your life and just really truely care about them. I once was a synical believer that a soul mate was non existant. I found mine recently and as crazy as this may sound....I feel at home when he's around, and when I look into his eyes there is an inner peace that I feel inside of me, as if I was looking for him my entire life. I don't want to sound sappy or completely "girly" about this, but these feelings I have are the most amazing thing in my life right now.

Interestingly enough it's not perfect and it would be insane for me to even think that it can be. You know that in life there is nothing that is perfect and expectations are purely selfish reasons to stroke the ego of such goals that are only for yourself. My other half is not perfect and he's not who I expected to be with ever, but he's perfect in his way. The little things that are imperfect are the things I love most.

Well..... I guess it's time to say adios. I should be leaving soon. Class in thirty.

A. :-)

Senseless

2004-08-10T15:38:09Z

That is what has been going on around here the past week. Senseless things. Trying to be non judgemental and trying to let go of certain things is one of the most difficult tasks ever. Last week there was a moment that all my kabbalistic teachings could have gone to the toilet. So here it goes......

As you all may know or not know.....Jacqui is a friend here at the office, she's also the bridge that introduced me to my boyf and well she is also my co-worker. Jacqui happens to be a kick ass director. She is amazing and has the passion that most directors lack. I was fortunate enough to introduce her to Marvin and she was given the job of doing his music video for the song he wrote for Covenant House. It was awesome to have that happen. Last while working on another job for the company Jacqui was left with the choice of having to tell Michael (a producer) that she could not work on his side project this weekend, because she was directing a video. Well that did not go over well at all. He went balistic on her and practically fired us all. It's Tuesday and no we are not fired, but now the energy in this office is not the most comfortable, and it's definitely not the prettiest.

The video turned out AMAZING...the footage looks awesome. Jacqui did an amazing job and the crew was just rockin'.

Today work should be interesting and I'm sort of not looking forward to it.

On a side note.....Everything else is fabulous.

New things are good

2004-07-30T17:22:22Z

I now have two jobs. I'm presently working for a company in Mexico and my usual job at Alta Vista. My boss comes back today from a month long business trip. I am so Freakin' excited to have him back in the office. It's like a miracle. I missed him so much. You all don't know the awesome person that he is. He seriously makes the day bright and fun. I have a lot of work to do, but I don't feel like doing it.

I'm excited Jacqui comes back soon and the office won't be so lonely. Last night I drove my Boyf to the airport he's gone for a few days. I was a little sad yesterday, I'm pretty much used to the fact that he's always around, and well that might not be such a good thing, fuck it.....I miss him! DAMN! I'm a sap!

My poor cochesito is in the Dr.'s office right now. He's going to be fine when he gets out. For the time being I'm the mad woman in the silver truck! I'm driving Mr. G's big ass truck and it's a little scary, but it's pretty fun. NO one gets in your way. I'm still waiting for everyone to come in. It's pretty interesting.

Sadness

2004-07-27T17:01:13Z

Last night I saw President Clintons address in front of the Deomcratic Convention and well I'm sad he's gone. It makes me terribly sad that I live here and have you know who as our president. I'm sad that we can't have Bill again. I'm really sad about this. I'm excited for the future and I'm looking forward to a white house without you know who.

In other happenings, Mr. G's surgery went well. He's at home recovery and doing marvelous. He's going to attempt driving tom. His gul blatter was infected and well now it's all gone and he's all better.

I'm at work and I don't want to be here. I want to be at home, I'm not feeling too well, ,but that is the way things go right!

Oh btw......... I have a party to plan and not much time to do it.

UGH!

A.